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038

Do Not Alight Here


In other words, keep going.

In other words, science sounds scientific.

In other words, the sound of silence may be felt but not heard.

Since the sun is a machine that converts hydrogen gas into helium, it stands to reason that black holes dark orbs mirror the absolute beast which reduces and liquefies all before banishing matter to an impressive abyss where—since light refuses to venture there—everything solidifies barring ejection into a potentially endless fall.

In other words, Medusa is a real meanie.

In other words, who the hell knows?

But you do understand why things might heat up at some point while trying to achieve the impossible.

The erosive effect caused by nothing’s hopeless quest to delete itself from being gives rise to things and stuff.

Ponder the futility of striving to remove something that isn’t even there in the first place.

If no thing’s around, then nothing exists.

What exists must energize.
Energy moves.
Movement heats.
Dominoes fall.

Existence basically maps a complex network of cyclical conversion each way.

It’s an underlying, ongoing, intensifying, everlasting, awe-inspiring process that imbues progress with the possibility to produce profound profession atop precipitous possibility.
It’s kind of where we came from.
It had to be.
It’s why I’ve thought all my thoughts that I continue rethinking.

Every time, it fits—each time more snugly than the last.

Hydrogen pooled its resources and made helium, the source of light/heat within the omnipotent, almighty sun.
Within all the stars in the universe.

In more ways than one, we really are light.

Heat, fuel, sparks, warmth, energy, fire, matter, time—stuff to take and make, loads of things to do, places to go, people to see, and finally room to breathe.

Together, we occupy space for the pulsing beat that moves chaos, a place for disorderly conduct and emotive outbursts, gathering storms over pooling resources, sure footing on cresting waves, a communal way of life, a meaningful energy, a purposeful existence, a need for speed, flavors to forget or remember, experiences to taste and waste, internal combustion, caloric intake, metabolic outtake, things to work in and push out, currency to inflate, an inspired movement, fertile creation, and the chance to hope for luck, all in brilliant living color as a new moment in time unfolds every single solitary nanosecond.

In other words, we got lit!

You’ve surely never been more alive than you are now.

The time has come to get busy living.

Hydroelectric regeneration.
In other words, the genesis of hydrogen.

Life has been leaving breadcrumbs and documenting answers since the get-go.

We each belong to a certain generation.

We also all belong to a single generation.

No matter who you are, we embody, fuel, and motivate Generation Water.

We’re all on the same team.

“Gee Dubs for life,” some may {not} say.

Perhaps the thing that made us has the right stuff to save us.

We should be sourcing more energy from the surefire resource that always falls at some point in time after going up.

Water.

In other words, we should be prioritizing the penultimate molecule that keeps us from dying only just below breathable oxygen, its complementarily airborne counterpart.

There are two types of people in this world—those who fear the unknown, and those who let it excite them.

Be the type that matters.

That’s that.
We’re pretty much done here for now.
The time has come to start.
Here it is.
Right now.
No, really, right.
Do it now.
Please?
Take charge.
Own yourself.
Make a difference and see the ripples radiate.
The other option is to sit still and watch the walls close in.
If you ask me, the choice basically makes itself.

We need to share.

The reason we share is so that we can exist, and the reason we exist is so that we can share. How can that be any more obvious?

All this madness really does boil down to simple physics.

The reason we can move is so that we may need.
Ready?
The next step is to set.
After that, we all know what to do.
We’ve known all along.

We should thank our lucky stars that we still have an opportunity to change for the better.

We are lucky to be alive.

Each moment represents a special occasion.

Pressure is unavoidable, but in concert we have access to all the time and energy we need.

Make a choice.

Keep in mind that if you don’t move, we all lose.

We.
Need.
To move.
Immediately.
Let’s fucking go.

This is for all the marbles in our universe.

In other words, I don’t know what I’m talking about.

In other words, this could be, in actual fact, just maybe, for all intents and purposes, what I’ve been meaning to say.

Weirdly, I’ve managed to hear my way back in time.
I mean, right?
Ha!
Probably only for like, a minute, or whatever.
But still!
Blame atomic degradation.
Could the meaning of life be to remember where you came from?
Oh, the poetry of that.

What if you had been born yesterday?

What if, today, you woke up?

Better late than never, eh?

Indeed, rising too rapidly forecasts disaster, and this fact remains in spite of individual interpretation.

Our long, colorful, storied history has already been traced.

We didn’t do this on our own. Nor can we go it alone.

In fact, all alone, we cannot be.

Here’s the deal.

Life evolved at the bottom of the ocean in the dark thanks, in part, to motherly instincts—in other words, sensitivity to light.

We already know that the modern human eye originally evolved to see underwater.

We do not suffer from gephyrophobia [fear of bridges].

Tell me you don’t feel the beat.
Tell me your heart has never bled.
Tell me we don’t have similar emotional responses to music.

Do the thing, y’all.
With the gaps.

How many devices can YOU name more complicated than the eye?
Just the one to which it connects, yes?
Use your brain.

We rose from the ocean thanks to a sensitivity to light.
We can’t get too close.
It’ll burn.
Tell me.
You’re not.
Sensitive.
To light. 
And don’t sound dumb.

While not sounding dumber, tell me evolution is fake.
Tell me it’s not real.

Even though you’ve seen all the things, tell me your eyes lied.

Tell me you haven’t personally evolved.

In another word, think.

Fine, I’ll spell it out.

In order to see, we had to feel, hear, smell, and taste.

The gift of sight doesn’t guarantee true perception.

Have you glimpsed the truth?




Crank up your imagination.
Listen to your heart.
Trust your intuition.
Open your eyes.
Try your luck.

With an open mind, your line of sight will naturally follow.

Look.

This is actually real.

We aren’t just on the same wavelength, people.
We are the same wavelength.
We embody the wavelength.

Tell me you don’t feel a hunger in your gut.
Tell me your life has gone according to plan.
Tell me curiosity does not linger.
Tell me something isn’t missing.

For the sake of argument, let’s pretend that you are not fumbling through space and time trying to make sense of your surroundings.

Tell me, then.

What in the hell are any of us doing?

We are trying to think back and remember where we came from so that we will realize what we are.

Back when we were just trying to matter.
Back when we were pure.

In other words, remember that shit??

Know why dogs are man’s best friend? Because they only want to lead you to safety.

How would you describe the natural instinct you feel toward the ones you hold most dear?

Is there anything you wouldn’t do for your kinfolk?

In other words, dogs love you because you’re family, not because you feed them.

In other words, family provides more comfort than food.

Tell me you’ve never seen a dog showing off.

In other words, tell me you’ve never seen the light in their eyes.

Speaking of feline temperament, cats must stick around only because we feed them.

In other words, in the eyes of a pussy, humans are a contingency plan.

In other words, a kitty’s affection is conditional.

In other words, this just in, apples are NOT, in fact, oranges.

In OTHER words, a girl’s love depends on a boy’s loyalty.

Ohh.

No wonder we’ve always been cripplingly enamored with love.

I’m messing with you.

But you do know that your the mind exists separately from your body, right?

Surely by now you’ve felt that.

Think back on your life.

Who are you?

We know who you are.

You are who we have always been.

If you were forced to choose right now between one or the other, would you rather have a new body or a new mind?

You are not the bag of bony, fleshy water you carry around.
You’re the other thing.
You’re in control.
Nice!
Now what?
Don’t look at me.
I’m as lost as ever!

Think of it thus. I went spelunking inside my head. I got turned around. I need help finding my way outta this mess of 86 billion neurons or so. These words chain together and form the rope tied to my waist. I fear that I’m not strong enough to remain alone in the dark for much longer.

Find me.

Please, if you will.

Especially if I’m delusional.
Especially if I’m not.

In 2018, the switch in my head would flip.
In 2019, we should start figuring it out.
Could there be a more perfect first year than 2020 for our collective vision to see racial unification?

In conclusive summary, emotion equals your brain at the speed of thought2.

I know for a fact that I don’t understand all this crap.
I just feel like I know where to point

035


Is This Entitled?

Some questions answer themselves; others mind-fuck you{r ass} (sideways).

As always, thereupon and herein, meanings may remain doubly triply king.

Oh, well, let’s get on with it, shall we?

At the helm of every documented human civilization/empire in world history lies a top dog. The Ruler, Overlord, General, Emperor, Master, Chief, Leader, Boss, CEO, King—whatever you wanna label him/her—the Granddaddy of Galacia [we call him Magnus Rex] has been in power for nearly seven hundred thousand years.

700,000.

One thousand, seven hundred times.

I’m sure this must be confusing.

To keep it simple, let’s say the average lifespan of a galacian lasts 1,000 years, and that they spend 97-99% of their lives in one of their technologically top-tier hibernation facilities {which doesn’t quite fully freeze them, but it drops the rate at which they age die to 1% that of the normal clip}. All things being equal, galacians will experience undergo their first deeply frozen sleep {which could last upwards of 50,000 years} around the age of 250—i.e. once the process of bodily growth has concluded. After that, they’ll be roused to function as a cog in Galacian Civilization for up to a century at a time. It’s all very carefully calculated based each individual’s identified value. Almost all spend interglacial periods unconscious.

Per the natural laws that rule the living, if a body isn’t growing, then it must be dying. And according to the physical laws which order the universe, cold preserves organic matter; whereas, heat accelerates decay.

In other words, while humans chase their invisible tails around in circles trying to catch time, our mortal enemies are trying to stop it.

How important of a role would you say emotion plays in the formation, implementation, and governance of human ideologies?

Galacians bow only to the earth’s foreseeable pattern, to sunlight’s unavoidable nature, to math’s unwavering vow. Galacian policies, culture, infrastructure, their daily and entire lives—it’s all dictated by the inevitability of numbers, the certainty of mathematics, the predictable structure of building sequences. Indeed, there’s always a best way to do anything; usually this involves taking the path most likely to optimize efficiency, minimize waste, and maximize results. Emotion does not factor into any of their ideological equations. Not purposely, anyway.

In other words, g/b go about their business a little differently than humans.

With almost every issue that surfaces, the first step in their political process is to gather a popular vote. If the masses agree to the tune of 75% or more, then the issue is considered decided. It’s that simple. However, when the popular vote falls short of that mark, The Galacian Eight [G8] meets.

The GE’s ruling monarch oversees a panel of eight galacians, always made up of 4 males and 4 females, each bringing unique bases of knowledge, areas of expertise, professional specialties, and the like, to the table. Together, they constitute what Americans might liken to a “President.” But as we all know by now, what it means to be the American President has been redefined recently (rather ingloriously).

A la a jury, The G8 discuss and vote on most decisions. When there’s a tie, The King—or Queen; their preceding head honcho was female—makes the final call. When a ruler gets it wrong three times, s/he opens himself to (the possibility probability of) replacement.

In this case, quite weirdly, your guess actually is as good as mine, but I would wager that Magnus has been (seen as) wrong either 0 or 2 times, and I strongly lean toward the former.

There are no term limits for The G8 [customarily called “The Gate” in a certain clandestine circle], but each member must compete annually to maintain a seat against candidates elected by the populace.

In general, “issues” are rare in their world, but when they do crop up, a reliable source assures me us that they have a very good track record when it comes to solving problems swiftly.

We, humankind, have become an “issue” for them. That’s bad (for us).

Magnus’s life partner and mother of their two children, Queen Velda, does not sit on the panel—it’s not permitted; the reigning monarch’s significant other is already influential enough as far as his/her decision-making goes—but she is revered in her own right, similar to how Brits treat royalty (in general).

Galacia’s (infallible) logic is that since Magnus was exceptional enough to become King, his DNA must be exceptional, too, and should therefore be (re)inserted into the bloodline as frequently as reasonably possible.

From top to bottom of their civilization, the “better” the galacians, the more offspring they are expected to produce. The King expects to uphold this standard at worst and to set a new benchmark at best.

As it was customary of any prospective “other half” in the galacian king-queen dynamic, Velda compiled a list of requirements to which Magnus agreed without hesitation, but hers were a little more, um, “quirky” than usual—in fact, she set new historical precedents—and one of the stipulations came back to bite her, so to speak.

It is an understood way of life in g/b society that males and females mate whenever unmistakable bodily signals arise and the participants find themselves willing to proceed. It’s that simple. They view involuntary physiological responses as nature telling two members of their species to recombine DNA. If their union results in fruit, then they take that to mean that any offspring will be a worthy (if not altogether special) part of their mighty civilization. Nothing emotional about it. Their goal, quite simply, is to strengthen the gene pool as quickly as possible.

And really, why delay evolution? There’s never enough time as it is.

As a whole, g/b evolve far, far more slowly than humanity; nonetheless, they are way, way ahead (because they started the race millions of years sooner).

Ultimately, the damning (and strangest) item on Velda’s list was that she carry the first three of her royal partner’s children. The possible truths influencing her rationale for even daring such a bold submission have been debated to death. Back in the day, Elvyn’s best guess was that Velda sought to secure a unique sense of renown for her{self and her} future offspring; in other words, by keeping their popular king’s initial three heirs in the immediate family, it would solidify their celebrity and, in so doing, afford them a better quality of life thanks to unheard-of recognition amidst a civilization wherein privilege is astoundingly evenly spread; (basically) all members of galacian society have access to the same amenities. Unlike the most powerful human entities, our natural nemeses not only grasp the value of equality, but also they capitalize on the knowledge.

Velda’s procreation agreement with Magnus yielded a firstborn (immediately) right on schedule, the only male they would produce, in the form of The Belanoc’s current alpha male, the former Prince of Galacia, Severus Rex. As soon as it was biologically feasible for Velda to get pregnant again, Liana, a bona fide princess, was conceived. After her birth, a few cycles of highly unanticipated failure to conceive a third time lead the galacians to the discovery that their charmed King was {and still is, assumedly} sterile.

All told, Magnus sired only two genetic heirs; there is no such thing as inherited wealth in galacian society. He was meant to sire hundreds, but he couldn’t because he wasn’t as perfect as he (was) thought (to be). We can only imagine the disappointment a virtually emotionless being would feel under those circumstances.

As you may (not) have assumed, the galacian populace didn’t make much [at least not outwardly] of their fearless leader’s lone defect. See, g/b have a policy against making mountains out of molehills.

Boring, aren’t they?

What fun is life without drama?

With regard to civilizational setup especially, humankind could learn {in}valuable lessons from galacians. Not only do they fully grasp the importance of sharing the weight of existence, but also they incorporate the knowledge.

His Majesty’s flaw certainly made him more relatable to the average citizen. In fact, I’m betting they wouldn’t support their king quite as devoutly (today) were it not for his glaring blemish, but what the hell do I know (besides everything {you don’t})? In their eyes, and despite his biological shortcoming(s), Magnus was {and still is, assumedly [wow, again]} the best among them for the job. That’s not a conclusion I’ve reached haphazardly—I know it to be true simply because he’s still doing the job.

I wonder if Grandpa resents Grandma for inadvertently denying him the opportunity to father countless more offspring. I’m betting so, at least a little. In galacian(al) [:)] terms of emotional impact on their psyches, “a little” might amount to a lot.

I’d like to talk to my grandmother [Velda] face to face (if I could somehow guarantee she wouldn’t try to eat my brain). I have a weird feeling that we will get the chance to speak someday in the future after the world gets turned (EXTRA) upside down.

Cool as ice.

Magnus poured all his energy and resources into training Severus, who bloomed early and blossomed later into the strongest physical specimen in the storied history of Galacia. Severus was not quite the brightest, but he was well above average [wild guess: 87th percentile]. An aberrant temper was (and surely remains) his most self-defeating weakness. In other words, he doesn’t know how to express his feelings.

Back at Bessi—the hidden organization through which {in part} I was born and where I was raised, educated, trained, et cetera—especially in the early decades when there was less to do for daily entertainment, we used to abide by what might widely be considered a weird custom today. Every evening, we’d gather together in our cafeteria/mess hall, sit down, eat, relax, and converse. 20 diners on average, upwards of 40 sometimes during the busier stretches [that is to say, the winter months] (in terms of g/b {inter}activity from within the boundaries of human civilization). Our bread-breaking powwows would last 2-3 hours. The conversation never died. I mostly listened, but in that setting, I felt like I belonged—I was home—so when I had something to say, I said it. The room never fell more silent than when I opened my mouth. I didn’t realize this fully until several years after my unavoidably self-imposed banishment.

Never have I not dominated my immediate surroundings.

God. The gravity of that realization. It’s not fun.

One of the most popular debates over the years regarded who would’ve won in a fair fight between Severus at the height of his physical prowess [circa 1400] and Magnus. The room was always split down the middle, roughly. (Approximately half of them were always wrong.) Honestly, I understand that it seemed too close to call—if you watch sports, you’re aware that the best team doesn’t always win—but I gave this topic a lot of thought and concluded with confidence that Severus eclipsed his father (who would’ve been declining physically at that stage in his life) in combat proficiency.

Magnus Rex in his prime, however, was the most physically gifted specimen and most legendary warrior in galacian history. The victor in an imaginary fight between the two at their individual zeniths is no contest—Magnus triumphs every time—however, near the midpoint of the previous millennium, mano a mano, Uncle Sevy ekes out a nailbiter. Today, I would expect Old Magnus to win a close match. {We’ll come back to that (unless we don’t).}

Let’s pause and make sure we’re painting an accurate picture here.

Pretend you’re Magnus back then guiding your eldest heir into his youthful prime. You’ve reigned atop the world’s dominant civilization for a handful of glacial cycles and have spent all your free (up)time during the previous 250 years or so working on this project, your only son, efforting tirelessly to mold him into a being you can stand beside/behind {all the while neglecting your only daughter}, cementing your legacy as the biggest, smartest, and loneliest king ever. In terms of purely physical capabilities, your efforts pay off. Severus transforms into an absolute beast. He can sprint faster, run farther, jump higher, carry more weight, take more punishment, and command more respect (or instill more fear) than any other galacian (besides {maybe} you [remember, you’re Magnus]).

Meanwhile, your daughter has grown up with the same education and training, but her curriculum has been heavily skewed toward the academic side. You barely know her. Then, one day, you notice that she has grown taller than your son, if only by an inch. This odd discrepancy piques your interest. You begin trying to get to know her, but she resists, doesn’t trust you. Your protégé grows jealous{y}. You’ve unwittingly stirred up a sibling rivalry for the ages. And you couldn’t have known that you were even capable of causing such an effect because emotional interference has never manifested to a degree of noteworthy impact in your prestigious bloodline. Your son now hates your daughter and desperately craves your approval. Your daughter dislikes you and doesn’t really care what you think, quite frankly. You silently resent your mate for the unexpected disappointment in your life.

Does this mean you’re “getting emotional”?

There’s more to the following (and previous) abbreviated story, but one day Severus and Liana ended up in a no-holds-barred fistfight in front of a small crowd. Guess who caught the tail end of his boy getting beat up by a girl.

Magnus’s perspective on his lone male offspring, his wannabe pride and joy, his prospective legacy, shifted from “golden boy” to “runt.” His daughter, on the other hand, was truly exceptional, but by his way of thinking, he missed his chance to maximize her potential because he put all his eggs in the same wrong basket.

How would you feel?

Imagine how Severus felt. I am uniquely qualified to imagine this because I have witnessed the remnants of more than one of his feeding grounds in the context of umpteen similar sites left behind by his kindred. Severus dismembers his victims, partly postmortem, always excessively, leaving scenes of unnecessary brutality in his messy wake, bemoaning a deep-seated, very unnatural range of emotions [rage, in this case].

To expand on Elvyn’s theory about the “prenup” [with which I (more or less) agree totally], I wouldn’t be surprised to confirm that Velda’s highly specific genome features a genetic mutation, as it were, whether inherited or original, which makes her brain capable of processing (or {depending on your outlook} drastically increases her susceptibility to) emotional energy. This would explain Liana’s passionate rebellion as well as Severus’s burning rage—more on those points in time.

It’ll (probably) never happen like this, but I would like to meet up with my mother’s mother one morning and chat over coffee. I have an odd feeling that we’d connect on a “tortured souls” level.

(No, g/b don’t drink coffee. They prefer not to alter their brain’s naturally occurring chemistry.) [Caffeine is a psychoactive substance.]

Liana brought me into the world, by the way, and against all odds. (I’m genuinely not sure if you’re aware of that.) She didn’t survive my birth. Per the stories I’ve heard, even after emerging from any of my countless, unforgiving mental filters, she was like an angel. An enormous fear of mine is not doing what I must do in order to make the energy she spent, the sacrifices she made, the time she lost, and the sum of her life {in broad strokes} mean something—in other words, I’m afraid of failing to honor Mom’s memory.

We never get ahead of ourselves, do we?

Can you/I feel my/your eyes rolling?

Immense pressure mounts.

One day, you’ll feel it, too.

Won’t you?

Please.

Do.

039

A Willful Race Against the Wheel of Reality


Roy G. Biv

Say hi to one of my favorite—and, as far as I can tell, most universally useful—mnemonic devices. With any luck, the above “name” can help you remember the reliable order in the kind of magic that happens, if you will, when light filters through a prism.

Red, orange, yellow.
Green.
Blue, indigo, violet.

Got it?

Good.

Bent by gravity.

But that’s just 7 of 9, though. Indeed, there are 2 more {electromagnetically matter-born} colors [numbers] that exist in essence—and in relation to human perception—as ghosts.

To be crystal clear (in case it’s necessary), your pupil(s)/brain are biologically/physically incapable of directly observing the outermost colors—ultraviolet or infrared—on either edge of a rainbow, at the barriers of light’s distinctive dispersion into hue-rich diversity, around the shade-filled fringes of our collective mind’s balanced eye.

Relevant aside: do you know why polar bears bear white fur? Key factors include the interconnected processes of evolution and natural selection. And it doesn’t happen overnight; these variables move slowly; for example, it took thousands upon thousands and thousands of years to turn wolves into dogs. Geography largely dictates both physical and mental fitness, impacting an organism’s chance of survival into a successful future. See, a dark-coated bear can’t exactly camouflage amid open arctic terrain, thereby enabling food sources [e.g. seals] to more easily avoid becoming dinner. This explains how and why polar bears are the color of snow.

(Albert was right; relativity is important.)

Here comes the point.

Compared to caucasians, people “of color” are born with a generationally earned, genetic resistance to the first and lowest band in any real rainbow, a.k.a. ultraviolet, which, to reiterate, is one of the only two prismatic wavelengths [again, along with infrared] that our oh-so well-rounded and middle-grounded eyes can’t see—the bookends of the spectrum that paints our world’s canvas so very gloriously full of breathtaking wonder.

Question. Could this deeply rooted racial difference influence {if only at a subconscious level} why so many white folks are so painfully blind to how black lives matter?

Only by opening (y)our eyes may you we truly let there be light.

Circular.

Please let in the light, people. We require it to be, after all, and we will become better as a whole as more and more of us grasp the total scope of its vital, unrivaled significance. (More on that momentarily.)

Plus, once we get a widespread handle on the thorny interracial tension plaguing civilization—in other words, when at long last we awaken and stop acting like stubborn, ignorant, childish fools—and resolve our currently ailing society’s counterproductive climate of self-destructive inequality, humankind may must push toward global acceptance of the profound realization, too, that sentient life actually shepherds matter.

Yeah. Life matters. The entirety of Earth’s colo{u}rful catalog{ue}. Every kingdom in each of Her three domains as well as all the species contained among the myriad ranks therein—it’s all here for good reason. One depends on another. We have thus far come up short in our thinking. We are bigger than this. We should be playing the long game.

We (humans) really should party up. Immediately.

We are all connected.

We must band together.

The time to act is now.

We need to mentally separate our sense of self from the bodily burdens we carry.

Who are you? Do you even know? Have you “personified” your identity?

Look, you are not merely a complex collection of atoms—you’re the other thing, the stuff that shines.

Understand that.

And listen, we’re the same.

We have to lighten (our individual loads).

We must share the weight of our existence.

We need each other.

We have to allow our consciousness to evolve.

We were born to be what we are.

We need not be heavy.

We need to be light.

Be cause.

True love is weightless, and…

…light…

is god.

That’s who we’ve always been, who we still are, and who we could, would, should, and will be someday, but only as one.

Matter is not the only thing that evolves. (Duh!)

There is another variable on the right side of the equation.

Light evolves, too.

Ah ha.

Hello, heaven.

See ya soon.